One of the hallmark symptoms of PTSD is nightmares. Anyone who remembers having nightmares knows they can disrupt sleep. For PTSD patients, they can happen frequently and worsen already-paralyzing anxiety.
I haven’t had many nightmares related to 9-11 that I remember. The one I do remember involved fire.
Last night I had a nightmare unrelated to 9-11 but equally affective. I woke up in the middle of the night with difficulty falling back asleep, and then again in the morning with a feeling of dysthymia but worse. I could not motivate myself to get ready for work. I felt traumatized by the dream, which involved a loved one betraying and casting blame on me. Instead of getting up for my 30-mile commute, I stayed in bed another couple hours and then worked from home.
It doesn’t seem normal to feel so affected by a bad dream. Or is it? For years I woke up in the middle of the night after bad dreams, but had learned to quickly forget them and go back to sleep. Is my reaction now normal?
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